Bonjour Madame/ Monsieur

一百萬種親吻 x

2012-01-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

青春奮不顧身成熟理性評分長大後人遺失單純追尋你而啟程奉獻美麗人生為你我不覺得犧牲初戀傷痕多深我就多認真勇敢愛也能勇敢恨勇敢承認是我忍不住沉淪是你讓愛情再一次重獲新生一百萬種親吻比不上你一吻味道是誠懇是責任是種永恒一百萬種親吻比不上你虔誠是真愛鑰匙開啟了最幸福的我們青春奮不顧身成熟理性評分長大後人遺失單純追尋你而啟程奉獻美麗人生為你我不覺得犧牲初戀傷痕多深我就多認真勇敢愛也能勇敢恨勇敢承認是我忍不住沉淪是你讓愛情再一次重獲新生一百萬種親吻比不上你一吻味道是誠懇是責任是種永恒一百萬種親吻比不上你虔誠是真愛鑰匙開啟了最幸福的我們一百萬種親吻唯有你的一吻安撫我心疼我失溫讓我安穩一百萬種親吻來自你的靈魂所以我執著我認真我愛著你所以我執著我認真我愛得比誰深

When you can dream, then you can't stop. A dream is a wish you make with your heart.

2012-01-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
When you're fast asleep,
In dreams you lose your heartaches,
Whatever you wish for, you keep.

Have faith in your dreams and someday,
Your rainbow will come smiling through,
No matter how your heart is grieving,
If you keep on believing,
The dream that you wish will come true.

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
When you’re feeling small,
Alone, In the night you whisper,
Thinking no one can hear you at all.

You wake with the morning sunlight,
To find fortune that is smiling on you,
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow,
For all you know tomorrow,
The dream that you wish will come true.

No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true <3

Because I love you so

2012-01-27T02:22:00.002+08:00

I like you because you calm me down.

2012-01-20T04:27:00.003+08:00

Worst concentration

2012-01-19T17:41:00.001+08:00

My poor concentration on school related tasks is worse than the kid with ADHD.

A confession

2012-01-19T02:06:00.004+08:00

I have a confession to make.
I can't wait till exams are over tomorrow at 9pm so I can come back home to watch runningman the entire night.
I loveeeeeeee Runningman!
YuJaeSeok is the best MC ever (I think he looks like a bird)
JiSeokJin is an awkward, funny ahjussi who likes to look at girls
KimJongKook is the best SPPPARTAAN
HaHa is the cutest 34yearold man ever (Haroro so adorable!)
SongJiHyo is pretty and has an amazing, natural character
Gary is so meong so CUTE! I need a friend like Gary who has good humor too

I mean guys nowadays behave like girls

Oh I totally forgot about Gwangsu :/ He is tall and I love to see how he reacts when he is being treated unfairly. the *this is impossible* face :D

I would love to have friends like the runningman team. That would be fun.
Ok goodnight :O
This is so embarrassing, I'm blogging about a description of shows -______________________-

利用价值

2012-01-19T01:53:00.001+08:00

What do you seek in a mate? Be it romantic or friendship?
Would you abandon him/her if he/she no longer has the value?

The world filled with despicable human beings is disgusting.
If the world remains ugly and hopeless, I hope it ends in 2012.
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I have 2 papers tomorrrrrrrow at 2pm and 7pm respectively!! Oh darn goodnight xx

Lord, grant me the strength to read minds!

2012-01-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

So many things I'll never understand
Goals in life, and the day the world ends etc................
I hate to study and I am a self-proclaimed living dead!
I'm dying because of living
Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

p.s. I found out something called the "Serenity Prayer".

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,Courage to change the things I can,And wisdom to know the difference.

hungryhungry

2012-01-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

Hungry like wolves
eeeeeeee
If only I am an ectomorph, I don't ever need to control my diet anymore!

Darn it! I am hungry!!! :(

The catchy song that I fall in love with

2012-01-06T02:39:00.001+08:00

Sun is up

Skies are blue

I'm breathing in

A lovely you ??

Safe and sound

In your arms

This is all I need

The world is as sweet as can be

say whaaaaaat

2011-12-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

I enjoy doing minor things, such as....

Laying on the bed, listening to Yiruma's pieces
Bus rides
Feel the wind on the bridge
Listening to various sounds, and staring at various expressions
Drinking water
Drawing with a pencil, writing on papers
Whistling
Blinking slowly
Looking at the clouds, the lightnings and feel the raindrops
Dreaming,

Ciao! x

I don't need a lot of friends, just one genuine friend is good enough.
What are words if the world ends tomorrow?

I get impatient, nasty, jealous, pissed, but I'm always nice if being treated right.

Why do we have to study, take exams, work and crack our brain? Why can't we plant fruits, eat em, sing, tell stories, play games, go to bed like how I imagine the life of Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden.

Will you consider giving up on civilization to live in the wild one day? I might.
http://www.mnn.com/earth-matters/wilderness-resources/photos/7-people-who-gave-up-on-civilization-to-live-in-the-wild/b

I would give up right away if there are no bugs and creepy creatures out in the wild. SIGH

Running Man 좋아!!!

2011-12-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

Wouldn't be nice only if Koreans in real life are as humorous as the ones in "Running man"?
Hahahahahhaa they cracked me up big time :))
I nearly passed out from laughing too much while watching the 12-12-2010 episode, where the gang tried to trick the nerdy guest. hhahahahhahaha

Running Man, 찐짜 좋아해! <3

Forget you too

2011-11-17T12:59:00.001+08:00

Forget you and forget her too!
Outlook and studies!
Gooooooooooooooooooo away
Ciao!

妳那纏人的影子

2011-10-10T04:22:00.000+08:00

I met up with Gael and Michelle earlier this week, at Timbre.

The live music was so good it motivated us to form a band named 'Biscotte'.

hahhaa inside joke.

And Michelle dyed my hair with shades of brown, purple and red? Well I am NOT satisfied! Man, it looks really dark. I WILL dye it red the next time. and I really hate my hair so bad I wanna shave it but stereotypical human beings will judge me as if I am sick. :( I will have to cut it shorter when I am back from the wedding. Gosh I am exhausted, the time is 3.36am for now. I was supposed to meet up with Jayce for karaoke at 11.30am but I don't have the strength to do so anymore :( but I have the deepest craving for karaoke again!

And I have no idea what to pack for oz. jeeeeeez I feel like not bringing anything else but my passport, cell, $$, camera and chargers. Sigh I really could do that, since Cheryl has plenty of clothes waiting for me. I have almost everything I need at Daniel's. But u know how sickening I am. I have to pack as many unnecessary junks as I could to the luggage. Whats with me reallly?! :(

And what do you think of in particular when you see me? Recently, a friend told me that she thinks of another person every time she sees me. Jeeeeeeez I get that a lot.

想不到我好不容易擺脫妳的影子，人們卻在我身上看見妳的影子。

這算什麼嘛！從頭來說，這就不是我的問題，而是你啊！

莫名奇妙，人們哪來的那點耐性及單純地等待／奢望那無謂的事呢。

連我都放棄了，也不想管了。

有些人還。。不知道該說單純還是愚昧地生氣自己被忽略了。。

真是！@＃＄％⋯⋯—＊沒有腦袋嗎？還是小孩嗎？

長大後，漸漸地才了解其實誰都不能怪。。

只能接受現實，因為人與人之間的關係往往都是隨着實際上的距離而改變的。

Should I go or not?

2011-10-03T03:03:00.002+08:00

It's Gael's birthday today. They are having a surprise party for him tonight at Jumbo. Should I go or not? It would be really awkward cause I'll be the only non-French speaking person. But man, I feel kinda bad skipping a couple of meetings with em because of exams and assignments. Now, I'm finally done with school but I can't decide! And Ines is being really nice to ask us out too. Ah, I hate moments like these!

Apart from that, I miss Niccolo, he's sucha cool friend! Miss crashing at his place and Giulia and his broken Mandarin.

Alright, quit missing! Bonne nuit!

let me go

2011-10-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Long time! Haven't had the best time this week, as usual.

Well, I usually don't expect anything nice after exams. pfff

I wanna go somewhere faraway and not come back, like a lot of ppl around me are doing so!

I wanna meet people who are non-judgmental, open-minded, and genuine.

p.s I have a deeeeep craving for coke now.

Perfect voice and personality

2011-09-21T12:18:00.001+08:00

Have you ever fell in love with one's voice and personality?
I just did it. errr actually I have always been a fan of his voice.
But I feel extra love today!!
Jeeeeeez. A perfect man would have your voice and personality.

Listening to your covers are major turn ooooons :)
!@#$%*&^%$^
I want it live :(

再多的不滿又能怎麼樣呢？

2011-09-19T02:12:00.000+08:00

不適合彼此
思想上的不同
不一樣的價值觀、信仰觀、生活觀等。。
我能期待，那充滿着，神秘感的，未來嗎？

必要改變，因為這是我唯一的生存之道。
說再多也沒用，得行動。

行動在哪裡？
幸福是什麼？

我想要控制自己的大腦！！

晚安！
xxx

－－－我要在島嶼游泳。。

GET A LIFE!

2011-09-17T17:55:00.001+08:00

I hate to see adults being so ridiculously suspicious and retarded.
Come on, if someone doesn't pick up your phone calls. It doesn't necessarily mean that he is ignoring the calls. It is useless if you call em continuously like 10 times straight. God need to fix their pea brains and let em be more open minded, and be less worrisome.
And don't you think that Asian parents are being way too protective of their grown up children?
O jeez I've seen Asian parents still worrying about their children's condition when she is over 30 and married. Let em handle their own life, will ya? That is the reason why they never grow up and behave like a mature adult. And too, children need to stop relying so much on their parents.

新人

2011-09-15T04:14:00.002+08:00

我
你
他

空虚度一生

2011-09-15T04:13:00.003+08:00

把悲伤化为。。什么？

你相信命运吗？为何呢？

只能说，我好讨厌我自己哦。

不希望爱人，也不奢求被人爱。

无药可救的我。。。

回忆

2011-09-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

是个美好的回忆。。

The Passion

2011-09-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

I've lost it.
I can't concentrate.
My eyes and my mind are wandering around the space.
If you notice, I'm not paying attention at the universe.

Ciao

幸福? 你就幸福吧

2011-09-08T13:47:00.004+08:00

不確定就別親吻感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

還我鑰匙的備份我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你如果很幸福半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了容身之處
我也能有最純粹的孤獨

A thought of righteousness.

2011-09-05T03:31:00.003+08:00

my cousin once told me that a friend of hers said that her religion teaches her to do every possible thing she could do regardless of good/bad to achieve her goal.
i don't think it is appropriate.
so then..
should i kill you to get what i want from you?

i think human beings think over highly of themselves.
they are incapable of controlling the universe.

bonne nuit!

会呼吸的痛

2011-08-25T14:07:00.002+08:00

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
　　看灯火模仿坠落的星光
　　我终于到达但却更悲伤
　　一个人完成我们的梦想
　　你总说时间还很多你可以等我
　　以前我不懂得未必明天就有以后

　　想念是会呼吸的痛它活在我身上所有角落
　　哼你爱的歌会痛看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
　　遗憾是会呼吸的痛它流在血液中来回滚动
　　后悔不贴心会痛恨不懂你会痛想见不能见最痛

　　没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
　　那是种多么寂寞的倔强
　　你拆了城墙让我去流浪
　　在原地等我把自己捆绑
　　你没说你也会软弱需要依赖我
　　我就装不晓得自由移动自我地过

　　想念是会呼吸的痛它活在我身上所有角落
　　哼你爱的歌会痛看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
　　遗憾是会呼吸的痛它流在血液中来回滚动
　　后悔不贴心会痛恨不懂你会痛想见不能见最痛

　　我发誓不再说谎了多爱你就会抱你多紧的
　　我的微笑都假了灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了
　　我发誓不让你等候陪你做想做的无论什么
　　我越来越像贝壳怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了
　　能重来那就好了

曾試過活得過累嗎？好想停止所有的全部哦。。

2011-08-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

我
累
得
快
死
了
。
。
。

给我的歌。。

2011-08-22T20:59:00.004+08:00

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表有对我的心撒了多少谎
但每次我都选择选择相信
相信你是爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神　我很窒息
难道你没有看见　看见我对你的好
还是你忘了　那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻　傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻　傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻　傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神　我很窒息
难道你没有看见　看见我对你的好
还是你忘了　那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻　傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻　傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻　傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事　只是问心无愧　讽刺也无所谓
我说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真

还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

First time stalker!

2011-08-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

Have you ever stalked anyone?

Hah, I just did it today. For the first time.... ooooo (TheScript) :P

Man I wanna crawl into your mind and see whats there. Urgh!

I know I know I know I should have given up after the text message
But
u know u know u know I can't help it

But my stalking plan kinda failed. pssssh!

I wanna leave a good impression but jeeeez I feel paralyzed every time when you're around! :(
I would start acting all weird u know u know
Why is this happpppppenning?

By the way, I think you and her would make a great match. Maybe there's even some chemistry between
pff

It's time to finish my report which is due tomorrow FUCKMYLIFE
ciao!

Malgré tout tu me manques

2011-08-19T14:34:00.001+08:00

Malgré tous ces bons moments que l'on a passé
Je tourne la page car je préfère tous les oublier
Je ne reviendrai jamais jamais jamais avec toi
Malgré tout tu me manques

Ma vie n'est plus la même depuis que t'es parti
Chaque journée qui se lève me plonge dans l'ennui
Tu me manque oui
Je ne reviendrai jamais plus avec toi
Tu n'es plus mon soleil, tu es un jour de pluie
Chaque journée qui s'achève te plonge dans l'oubli
Tu me manque oui
Je ne reviendrai jamais plus avec toi

Malgré tous ces bons moments que l'on a passé
Je tourne la page car je préfère tous les oublier
Je ne reviendrai jamais jamais jamais avec toi
Malgré tout tu me manques
Merci de m'avoir donner ces deux belles années
Je tourne la page car je préfère toutes les oublier
Je ne reviendrai jamais jamais jamais avec toi
Malgré tout tu me manques

T'as vu qu'aller ailleurs n'était pas beaucoup mieux
Aujourd'hui tu regrettes car tu ouvres les yeux
Je te mens plus, je ne reviendrai jamais, plus avec toi
Personne, je dis bien personne ne m'a fait aussi mal que toi
Personne, je dis bien personne ne t'aimera autant que moi

Malgré tous ces bons moments que l'on a passé
Je tourne la page car je préfère tous les oublier
Je ne reviendrai jamais jamais jamais avec toi
Malgré tout tu me manques
Merci de m'avoir donner ces deux belles années
Je tourne la page car je préfère toutes les oublier
Je ne reviendrai jamais jamais jamais avec toi
Malgré tout tu me manques

Life has been hard on me.

2011-08-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

I like watching your back view, no, your side view.

But seriously, back view is good enough.

I choose to believe that I am not in the right state of mind. I am in a dream, and what I am feeling now isn't real. Whatever it is.

Someone once told me this.
"Why aren't you like her? She's so badass and you're so... nice?"
How do you find this statement?
How am I supposed to react?

I think I am slowly losing emotions... Is it one of the symptoms?
Have I always been so quiet? and... boring?
Am I changing? Or that I have always been like that...

Je ne comprends pas.

MY NEW LOVE...................

2011-08-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While I'm drinking Jack all alone in my local bar and we don't know how
How we got into this mad situation, only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work, but, man, these times are hard

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time
I got a new job now on the unemployment line and we don't know how
How we got into this mess, is it God's test? Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best
Trying to make things work, but, man, these times are hard

But we're gonna stop by drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

She's in line at the dole with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my pride, and we both now how
How we're going to make it work when it hurts, when you pick yourself up you get kicked to the dirt
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/script-lyrics/for-the-first-time-lyrics.html ]
Tryin' to make it work, but, man, these times are hard

But we're gonna start by drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, doing things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby
Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby

Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby
Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby

TIK TOK

2011-08-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

Nobody Knows
너와 내가 매일 이렇게 사랑 하는걸
너 아닌 누구도 들어올 자린 없는걸 내 가슴엔

Dear S

2011-08-09T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hi there, I miss you today. In fact, I miss you a lot. I miss you so much I don't know what to do. I miss you. I wanna talk to you. I can't even look into your eyes. I feel so embarrassed. I had to turn away or pretend not to see you every time you saw me.

Can I know what should I do to have you?
I don't think I need anybody else except you.
I think I love you.
I miss you too much.
My heart really hurts when I think of you.
I am always waiting for you.
I always don't get to see you.
I wanna see you.
I wanna talk to you.
I wanna love you.

Which is worse? Separated from your lover or one-way crush?
What should I do?
What can I do?
How I wish I can forget you.
How I wish I can stop loving and missing you.
My heart hurts every time I see you and every time I don't see you.
But you know what, I'll choose to see you every day even though it hurts too.
I feel happy just to see you. Not being able to see you is worse.
Oh God, what should I do? I am deeply in love with this man.
But he is in love with another person.
I have never felt like this before.

Stop please.

2011-08-08T00:12:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much, so much I wish you could go away, you could disappear from my mind.
Stop haunting. I wish I could stop thinking about you.
I feel so helpless and tired.

愛？

2011-08-06T02:17:00.002+08:00

什麼是愛？
What is love?
Quel est l'amour?
사랑은 무엇입니까?
愛とは何ですか？
Was ist Liebe?
Qué es el amor?

I love baby Chiro!!

2011-08-03T22:26:00.003+08:00

Maybe Chiro misses me too >:'(
I can't remember when did she pass away. somewhere in 2nd august 2009 (cause I posted a fb album just for her on the 2nd of august 2009). So it's a weird feeling. I happened to miss her badly last night and I posted her pic as my profile picture, and it was 2nd august 2011 yesterday!! anyways I miss her so bad :( I miss her little body. The way she meows. The way she looks at me. The way she wants you to hug her. I feel so sorry for her. We could have saved her little life.
I miss you Chiro! You are special and will always be in our mind. I love you my baby!

What would I do?

2011-08-03T15:57:00.003+08:00

Some friends, in life, you never know if you would see them again.

Would I see them again?
That is why people say, cherish the present?
x

So true!

2011-08-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

I just found something interesting that I would like to share!

"It’s a funny thing about coming home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You realize what’s changed is you." - Benjamin Button

So and also, I just found out about this girl, Weylie on youtube. And I really do like her a lot. I mean she's so genuine and open and she's Asian! lol I love how she expresses herself and she's hilarious and random! So I've been watching her videos a lot lately.

Jeeeeeez I'm so jealous of MOM, yes MOM
So she's in Melbourne right now! :( So jealous, I want a break!
Dad and I sent her to the airport on Monday night, after my Social psy midterm!
So I was a little disappointed that I didn't get to see S
And there's no lessons tomorrow--> that means I don't get to see S too!
:( I just miss you a lot. that's much about it

Seriouuuusly I wish that I am one of those girls who eats like a Kingkong and still look so skinny!!! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I am hungrrrrrry all the time
Faaaaaaark I wish I have a booothang atm.
Au revoir!

나는 어떡해. 아 직도 널 사랑해

2011-07-28T14:38:00.002+08:00

널 붙잡을 노래 – 비

오늘도 서성이는 너의집 화가나는걸
oneuldo seoseongineun neouijip hwagananeungeol
나 는 힘든데 나는 힘든데 이렇게
naneun himdeunde naneun himdeunde ireoke
하 지만 나는 어쩔 수 없어
hajiman naneun eojjeol su eobseo
니 맘을 돌리긴 너무 늦은걸
ni mameul dolligin neomu neujeungeol
끝나버렸어 어쩔 수 없어 이젠
kkeutnabeoryeosseo eojjeol su eobseo ijen
한 순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이
han sungan nae mome iksukhaetdeon ni soni
날 밀어내 나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
nal mireonae naneun eotteokhae naneun eotteokhae
어느덧 떠나간 너의 숨결
eoneudeot tteonagan neoui sumgyeol
아직도 널 사랑해
ajikdo neol saranghae
나 는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
naneun eotteokhae naneun eotteokhae
제발 오 제발 돌아와
jebal o jebal dorawa
난 니가 생각나 자꾸만 생각나
nan niga saenggangna jakkuman saenggangna
예전처럼 니 손 잡을 수가 없어
yejeoncheoreom ni son jabeul suga eobseo
난 니가 너무 좋아서
nan niga neomu johaseo
너의 모든걸 못잊어
neoui modeungeol mosijeo
이 노래는 널 붙잡을 수 있는노래
i noraeneun neol butjabeul su inneunnorae
한 순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이
han sungan nae mome iksukhaetdeon ni soni
날 밀어내 나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
nal mireonae naneun eotteokhae naneun eotteokhae
어 느덧 떠나간 너의 숨결
eoneudeot tteonagan neoui sumgyeol
아직도 널 사랑해
ajikdo neol saranghae
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
naneun eotteokhae naneun eotteokhae
나와 마주치던 그 눈빛으로
nawa majuchideon geu nunbicheuro
그 냥 나를 다시봐요 그 눈빛
geunyang nareul dasibwayo geu nunbit
내게 말을해줄래 아직도 사랑한다고
naege mareulhaejullae ajikdo saranghandago
한 순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이
han sungan nae mome iksukhaetdeon ni soni
날 밀어내 나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
nal mireonae naneun eotteokhae naneun eotteokhae
어느덧 떠나간 너의 숨결
eoneudeot tteonagan neoui sumgyeol
아 직도 널 사랑해
ajikdo neol saranghae
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
naneun eotteokhae naneun eotteokhae
제발 오 제발 사랑해
jebal o jebal saranghae

I miss you, S.

2011-07-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

I can't get enough of you.
I can never get enough of you.
Greed.
Blame it all on greed.

First, I avoided you as possible as I could for the first two weeks.
And, on the third week, Monday, there you were.
I was nervous like hell when I saw you.
And it was a mixture of happiness and frightfulness.
I blurted hi, out of formality.
It was damn awkward for a while.
But we got used to it because of the familiarity of the situation.
I love taking bus rides with you.
And then you talked to me about school, for a while.
So there goes the second.

Second, I would love to just look at you from a distance.
I hope I can see you during every bus rides.
I would be fully satisfied then.
Just to look at you. Look at your back. Look at how skinny you are.
Look at the side of your face.
I miss you so bad.
By the way, I saw you on the next Monday again.
How I wished we could take the same bus again, but where were you? :(
I don't want nobody else but you.

Third, today.
I finally saw you again.
I miss you so bad, again. This can go on forever.
You stepped into the class without me noticing.
The next moment, I turned my head to the right.
There I saw you in the blue shirt.
I was thinking about what made me like you so much.
Maybe its the atmosphere you made me feel.
You are always so sensitive, and soft. I'm not sure what is it.
You were talking happily with some other girls.
I was extremely sad and unhappy cause that should be me :(
I wanna talk to you so bad.
I wanna look into your face.
I wanna see you smiling at me.
I miss you so bad I think I am going crazy.
I don't know which is the worst.
Avoiding you or looking at you but not able to talk to you and tell you that I love you.
I know.
I know that you have zero interest.
You look like the most logical, smartest person ever.
And I am just a fool.
I am very tired.
I tired of life, school, relationship.
Schooooool results test exams assignments statement of reasons
How I wish you are here to hug me and tell me its alright
Perhaps this is the worst time of my life?
Is this?
I am extremely sick of living.
What is the reason for me to live?
I miss you.

Je déteste la vie pour de vrai!!!!

2011-07-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wanna kill myself because of my results
Why can't I be naturally smart?
Why can't I be a genius?
Why can't I concentrate more?
Why can't I do my work?
Why can't I study for exams?
Why can't I listen during lectures?
Why can't I do well?
Why do we have to complete assignments and examination?
:(
I enjoy going to school but not with any assignments and tests.
I detest school work so bad :(

I wanna do what I love for life.
What do I love?
Music?
Then I wanna do music happily for life.
But then why can't I be a music genius?

Je déteste la vie pour de vrai!!!!
I'm sucha failure.
:(

I'm upset for she is

2011-07-20T13:14:00.003+08:00

How can a person wants someone he once loved out of his life so badly?
What triggered the change?
Is he in the right state of mind?
What defines 'right'?

Je déteste la vie!

I'm fine without you

2011-07-18T21:59:00.004+08:00

Finally
I saw you
today

I thought
it's time to end some shit

So I walked to you
and said hi

It was awkward for us
at the start
but I guess
we got used to it

Nothing much has changed
except
you looked unwell today

I didn't wanna ask much or
interfere with your life

I guess that is why we met today

Today
we are back to basics

I know it would soon fade away
It would have to
And I believe

One day
there would be
no pain
no nothing
just memories
just like all the others in the past
They had gone with the wind

I hope
the day comes quickly
cos I know its different this time
cos it hurts bad
It's different

I fear that I might not be able to recover fully

I still hope that
I won't see you again

It's like
everytime I see you
my scar
breaks again

I wanna
lie on the floor and
feel
nothing at all

We were pretending
faking it
at least I was
Were you?

Au revoir, mon amour.
x

I need $$$$$$$ ;B

2011-07-17T22:01:00.001+08:00

I hope I don't see you tomorrow, I hope I don't see you tomorrow, I hope I don't see you tomorrow .

"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."
-Paulo Coelho

Au revoir! x

2011-07-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

I was thinking about you, the whole day.
Waiting for the bus, on the bus, walking, sitting in the class, eating, drinking, resting, talking, writing, breathing, spacing out.
Flashbacks are so special to me
I can see your shadows everywhere along the journey
It's best to stay this way
I like how the world works as long as we don't bump into each other
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."
-Paulo Coelho

Bonne nuit! Bisousbisous I miss the bisous people

喜歡

2011-07-10T03:04:00.003+08:00

不喜歡不喜歡的感覺

喜歡寧靜
喜歡風
喜歡太陽
喜歡天空
喜歡水
喜歡大海
喜歡沙
喜歡影片
喜歡音樂
喜歡樂器
喜歡聲音
喜歡照片
喜歡相機
喜歡車輛
喜歡顏色
喜歡動物
喜歡文具
喜歡衣服
喜歡鞋子
喜歡屋子
喜歡傢具
喜歡自由
喜歡食物
喜歡語言
喜歡睡覺
。。。

說真的，我只求這些。

2011-07-09T02:37:00.004+08:00

說真的，我甚麼也不想理會了。
只想要順利並盡快地畢業，找個合適的工作就行了。

也未免過於現實了嗎？
才不是！

我只是了解到，做人必須要有實際的目標。
盲目又毫無目標地生活，是愚蠢的，是不切實際的。

我要成功，不許失敗。
在這個現實的社會里，人們絕不會容忍你失敗的。
只要走錯一步，就慘透了。
我必須加油！
絕對不能這樣退縮！

一堆狗屁廢話，人死了，不就一切隨風轉舵嗎？
人世間一切的一切都將化為泡影。。
何必在意這些瑣碎的事呢？
咳。。你知道我有多麼討厭思考嗎？
討厭想，討厭許多事情。，，

從前，有人問我，“你有不討厭的東西／事情嗎？“。

Oh, just crap really

2011-07-04T23:34:00.001+08:00

I don't like how life is treating me.
I deserve better.
Suck you suck

I don't even have high hopes I just wanna be happy

2011-07-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

What am I gonna do? :'(
Bad timing, everythhhhing is going down
Feeling so worthless
It's so fucking hard to survive
If I do have SLE thats it. I'm done with life
Why do we even need education Why do we need certificates
Why do we need exams
How am I going to explain
Why is life so hard on me
All I ever wanted is happiness
I'm tired of living I'm tired I'm tired of trying I'm tired of smiling I'm tired of faking
I don't have an aim I don't see my future Its nothing
Education is bringing me down.

Sikgaek :P

2011-07-03T02:01:00.002+08:00

TanjongPagar SikGaek Korean BBQ Buffet Style is delicious!!! And I miss Korea so bad. I would do anything to get back there. So apparently, one of the Korean waitress is from NYP ;)) Ain't it nice to work there too??
By the way, the waiting time was 2 darn hours. We were starving and I was just pissed. But I mean, when we got in, yayy I was just happy like a honey bee!! Meat meat and more meat. and some cold noodles and rice!! hehe but seriously I got quite sick of meat after then. pshhhhhh.. plus more meat today gahh meat overloaded i don't even know why. oh sikgaek and farewell party hah

By the way after Sikgaek, we went to a friend's sister's hdb in walking distance. It's the most amazing hdb EVER. I will post pics of the stunning view in a few days. The host stays on the 40th floor. great great view. We were indulged in the coolest skypark too, sky gym and all those cool gadgets hehe. There in the unit, we enjoyed the Lebanese wine Michi bought from Kazakhstan with a slightly spicy taste mmm.. And I brought an Australian wine too. It is aromatic, easy on the palate, very soft and fruity. Absolutely enjoyable experience!

Next day, I met some close friends :)) The karaoke session was wayyyy too short. Not satisfied!! :( But it was nice just to meet up with some old friends. Would I prefer secondarysch life or now? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Jeeeeeeeeez its 3am! I've still got 2 cards to make. and gotta wake up at 8am tmr, blahblahblah
Imissyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Who are you?

STALKERS GO TO HELL BURN IN HELL

2011-06-29T15:38:00.001+08:00

I FUCKING HATE BEING STALKED.
THE END.

I could be a Scorpio.

2011-06-29T03:28:00.003+08:00

Maybe, probably, I could be a Scorpio.
I heard they are intense people and that they feel a lot but they don't usually show it.
What is on the surface, could be a lie or it could be a lot more intense on the inside.

I love how she could express her feelings strongly and smartly, with good use of words and thoughts.
I think she is overall fairly brilliant in sustaining a conversation to induce a permanent and strong bonding friendship.
Is it a talent? Some people are born with it and some not?
Cause I know people who are super in friendships and the rest so bad in it.
Is it true that people usually prefer a talkative friend than the quiet one?

Sometimes when misfortunes arrive at my loves, I wonder, are they so evil that they deserve all those 'bad lucks'?
And how do you explain it when the serial killers wandering around the street and enjoying life? Would it be fair?
I pray for happiness, safety and good health for my loves.

Bonne nuit! x

Never underestimate things.

2011-06-29T03:04:00.002+08:00

Never underestimate anyone and be completely ease at things in any situation.

The Indian boy next to you probably went to a Chinese school and probably knows more Mandarin than you do?
The salesgirl of the cosmetic shop in Seoul may be a Chinese working in Korea, and she might be able to speak fluent Korean, Chinese and Japanese?
The oriental looking guy beside you may be a French and his ancestors were from China but that doesn't mean he is capable of speaking/understanding Chinese as French is his native language?
The Italian guy may have lived in China for a year and is capable of speaking/understanding the basic Mandarin?
Or simple as that, a Singaporean had learnt some French, Russian & Japanese, a Canadian had learnt some Mandarin...

The above are all true experiences.
Really, I won't underestimate things anymore.
Because, you'll never know, maybe the Nigerian next to you is a Chinese? hahahahaha

Bisous bisous xxx

Frennnnch

2011-06-28T02:41:00.002+08:00

Where I been the last few days....

Kukup, Jb, Changi Kelong, Little India, French house party at Geylang, Sentosa, Changi Airport, Barrel Pub, Bkt Batok.

It was cool hanging with Ana, Gael, Pierre and of course the rest of the French people. I pretty much spent 3days experiencing the French culture, and managed to learn some useful French pickup lines. And I love the kissing culture in France. hahaha

Bisous bisous xxxx

South korea in brief. Saranghae

2011-06-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

Annyong! Apparently I didn't get to blog at all while I was at South Korea.
It's the best country I've visited so far.
In 12days I visited Seoul, Gyeongju and Busan. I don't know if I can include Incheon, cause I arrived at Incheon Airport lol.
All of them brought me good memories.
The first day in Seoul certainly wasn't the best, cause of the rude people I met, even Eric was a bit cold and harsh I thought.
But things get better each day, eventually I started to love this country. Maybe one of the reasons is I enjoy being spotted as a foreigner, so being treated differently. Throughout the journey, most of them were pretty nice to foreigners especially when you try to communicate with broken Korean language. And I realized that, the less developed part of the country treat foreigners much better than the capital city. Maybe they are less exposed or maybe they are just better in nature.

I landed in Busan on the second and third day. Indyhouse is pretty amazing, much spacious. I love Gwangali Beach better than the famous Haeundae. Its peaceful and sided with the happening street, filled with nice bars and cafes. I love the street so so much. I could spend every night just hanging on the beach opp the street. For both nights, we spent it in the live cafe. The dude singing live in the cafe is SO GOOD. I love his voice so bad. I've never heard anything live so pure so good. And the lady is equally good and entertaining. I love the people in the cafe. As I said, South Korea turns greater pretty much in Busan and after. I love exploring the country. After two nights in Busan, we were in Gyeongju. I guess it's a huge, quiet and peaceful town. If you are hoping for something happening, definitely not in Gyeongju. It's preeeeetty dead at night. I supposed there is a lot of old folks in this town. But there were lots of breathtaking sceneries and old Korean structures to see. It's a great place for people who just wanna relax and enjoy life. There, I met the most casual 'Korean' I've ever met. Peter, he was born in Brooklyn, NY. Well, not a true korean there. haha but he was really nice and just humorous. And TJ is nice too but too bad I couldn't see him at night and the next day. I think he went to Seoul. Not to forget, I met a Viet girl whom stayed in Singapore for many years and was exploring South Korea before going to the US for her masters degree. Met a couple of nice people in the hostel too but its a pity we didn't leave further contacts, except for the Sarah, the Viet girl.

After then, was back in Seoul for the last 7 nights. This time back in Seoul was amazing. Eric was sooo much nicer to us lol. In fact, he helped us a lot after then. The hostel is 1 min walk away from the subway, Jonggak station. Super convenient, I love it! So far..... trying to reminisce where I've been to.

Hyehwa for the legendary ddeokbokki which really tasted super good. and we visited the university and had a haircut.
Dongdaemun for shopping and the flying disco and food yuum
Myeongdong for shopping I love and good food and karaoke and my friend's place
Apgujeong for star spotting which failed fml, greatest bbq, celebrity ice cream place, and just hanging, i like the atmosphere.
Gangnam so we could take a bus to Everland from here.
Honggik for cafes and just walking around, too bad we didn't have time to shop, the shops look good
Digital media city for Kimhyunjoong, well we saw him but it was sucha waste of time. seriously
Seoul station for Lotte mart and trains.
Seoul bus interchange or something, for buses obviously.
Gyeongbokgong for the palace and famous samgaetang, ginseng chicken soup.
COEX for some artbox shopping and temple and booooring and lots of walking, Coex is a hugeass mall but we didnt explore :(
Jonggak, where we lived, quite a busy place, hah amazingly we didn't have time to explore around our place.

So far I could remember, you should be glad.

Eric added me on fb, guess what message he left.
"This is papa."
hahahahahahahaa I was laughing so loud, seriously my mom was staring.
I called him ahjussi first, then papa.
He's so dadddddy :) He helped us carry the baggages and called the cab and made sure we're safe and sound.
I miss daddy and his creepy smirk. hahaha
He's only 10 years older, even younger than my siblings, but he thinks that I'm a kid or something.. jeez
He's always 'aigoooooo,...grace', kiddish Eric.

Whatver, I miss everything South Korea!
I would go there again, hopefully next year. And I'll make sure I will do something there :P
Annnnnnnyong xxx

I miss everyone around me speaking Korean, it feels so good. I have a fetish for Korean language? oh crap.
And I miss the subway where you can eat and drink and crap I hate it here.
xxxx

I'm meeting Michelle and her French friend tomorrow.
And it's gonna be exciting tomorrow cause I'll drive them to kukup tmr!! :D
This will be the furthest drive I make. Is Singapore further? but er whatver, I'm driving without guidance.
I'm growing rashes on my fingers since Seoul. it's so itchy so gross, ahhhhhh goodnight!

The last post before Seoul! :O

2011-06-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

I met Pala on the CW3 bus otw to Spore today.
So apparently, I thought of a theory while I was jogging. lol jk

What a coincidence! I met Zh I forgot was it a day or few days before I left to BKK in last Feb.
And I met Pala today, and I'm flying to Seoul the next freaking day! :D
I like coincidences like theeeese. Hooray he should be a psychologist. jeez
well at first, i thought mm he had changed.. less talkative, more mature mmmm..
there, his actions proved me wrong!! hahha but who's pala without being so childish??! :P

yay yay yay i'm unpacked. :( i can't even accept the fact that i'm leaving to korea in less than 24hrs
jeeeeez well we have a stopover at hk for quite some hours -_-
weeeeeell i've so much things to do. i need to shower now, pack a bit and go to bed.
wake up tmr and dye my hair, paint my nails and continue to pack pack pack, oh not forgetting to print my itineraries.
phewwwww i'm so tired, i haven't been sleeping well these days. aiyaaa
gooooodnight its gonna be a long night hmph hmph :(

I've decided. I'm not bringing my mac it's too much of a load. and what if i lose it? haha nah
i'll bring it if i don't have to bring my freaking charger along too :(
till then! omgee i'll try to blog & update in Seouuul! :P
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Is this even insomnia? I doubt it

2011-06-07T03:00:00.004+08:00

I've got a problem.
I can't sleep early.
I just can't!!

I'll meet Honghwee tomorrow and she's gonna make a taro blended with extra powder & ice cream!! I'm very excited for that! :D And then Ying and I will go k at the usual place :))

I have very little time to sleeeeeep now :(

True enough, men are dogs.

2011-06-05T14:33:00.001+08:00

http://www.kaykay.sg/page/14/
True enough, men are dogs.
I find this post exceptionally exact.

What a coincidence! I found out about her blog last night and the first few posts was about her trip to Melbourne & Seoul in recent. And I'm going to Seoul in less than a week, Melbourne in a few months. Yaay so I can consider her recommendations.. wellwellwell

Looking fairly good she, but there's just something odd/plastic about her smiling face. perhaps that awkward smile or eyes. I think she look much better when being harsh, expressions wise. http://www.kaykay.sg/uploads/2011/02/TBS_0173-copy.jpg

I CHANGE, YOU CHANGE, AND EVERYONE ELSE CHANGE!

2011-06-05T13:55:00.003+08:00

What they are trying to deny is, people do change.
Probably one day, they would deny on a mistake done by their closest. They would go on saying, 'come on, I know him/her. He/she wouldn't do it, I know that."
Face it, people do change, sometimes drastically. It could be due to many factors, such as environmental, or personal.
A lot of people taught me how to do it, partly friends and family, and most importantly, my doppelgänger. She's an excellent mentor. Well, I haven't seen her yet, but I can sorta feel her existence. Whatever.
I know that a lot of people didn't do me wrong, but the fact is they changed me. It's still a myth whether did they change me or did they help me find myself? Jeeeez. Primary schoolmates made me realize how judgmental they are, mostly by appearance. Secondary schoolmates made me realize how disappointing, gossipy, pretentious they can get.

If I die tomorrow, how would they react? Primary schoolmates probably won't even remember me or forget it, they won't give a damn. Secondary schoolmates, I wonder if they are really true innocent or their hearts and minds are so deep I can't reach out, the former I doubt so... No one is truly innocent in this 21st century I suppose. Everyone has an evil side, the scarier it is when it is well hidden cos you never know when is the devil going to spring out and crush out. I think I'm a semi. I'm a bit uncontrollable but I'm definitely good hearted enough.

Err... university friends? They could be the worst of all categories (students wise, you really can't compete with the disastrous outside world). I feel like I'm still safely protected in the bubble :D errrr.. for now, it's not too bad for me. I enjoy being alone, as in I don't have a particular best friend. I'm sick and tired of being devoted to someone when the other part couldn't be bothered. I like hanging out with different people then. And since I know my horrible habit where I can't get along well with a particular someone after a long time, I try to avoid hanging with the same person all the time. It reminds me of the "rotation" in volleyball games :D "rotate, rotate, rotate, rotate".. this sounds a bit tooooo complicated, but it is needed especially for people who gets fucked up easily like me. and it isn't really as complicated as it sounds. ahhh i hate my poor grammar and limited vocabulary. I need to read more books I guess.

I'm exhausted. How can I hide this post? I think it's a bit too revealing. ciaociaociao...
Yawning makes me sleepy or sleepy makes me yawn? I think the former. haha you knw what? I can even yawn (in fact i do it frequently) when I'm already on my bed with my eyes shut. what a bitch right lol. byeeeee x

Oh koreaaaa

2011-06-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

dengdengdengdeng............
so.......................................
I'm going to Seoul next fri :)) with a jcu mate!
Never been so excited to travel!!
Annyonggggggggg ;)

How I wish I could be the "Invisible Girl" from Fantastic4 damn!

2011-06-03T12:40:00.002+08:00

Oh, so pissed. Exams suck, no toilets in the library suck even more.

These songs make one's imagination run wild, especially the ending for eet.

2011-06-03T12:27:00.002+08:00

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat.

Bee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.
Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.

You spend half of your life trying to fall behind.
You're using your headphones to drown out your mind.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.

Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.
Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.

[musical interlude]

Someone's deciding whether or not to steal.
He opens a window just to feel the chill.
He hears that outside a small boy just started to cry
'Cause it's his turn, but his brother won't let him try.

[musical interlude]

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat...

Freedom to finally taste all that I have been chasing
And now that it's here
Not amused, dear, at just how much time I am wasting
But the nights we stayed up all too late
The red and white stripes, they would blend
Them warm, washed-out lips
Ripped magazines to you
Is all I could send
Troubled heart folded
And doubled right over
Mon coeur, c'est fort
Perdu tout pouvoir
Avec moi, avec toi, avec coeur,
Avec un et c'est pris
Nos têtes, nos langues,
Nos oreilles étaient toujours remplies
Mais les histores et chansons de la perte d'innocence
M'ont tellement hanté
Que j'ai remis mes mains dans mes poches
Et ma langue dans ma propre tête
Troubled heart folded
And doubled right over
Mon coeur, c'est fort
Perdu tout pouvoir
Make wrong things right
You get down to the level
'Cause bad things ces sont bigger than you

why am i so irrelevant?

2011-06-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

I can't help to say stupid irrelevant immature things all the timmmmmmmmme.
no wonder a lot of my friends don't bother.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh grace think before you speak. think! use your brain! what's your brain for if u don't use it!!
Jeeeez me not like myself :(
I sounded extra stupid when I say childish shit
:(
helphelphelp!

I'll miss her! :(

2011-06-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

We're sending off Ivon to Changi Airport in about 2 hrs.... She's flying to Melb for 2 months to handle aussie pr issues
Ironically, we're going to Melb in Oct instead, so I guess she won't go with us in Oct :( This is so saaaaaaaad
I hope she's gonna get along well with Dan. and life, treat her well please. xoxo

Bytheway, I LOVEEEEEEE REGINA SPEKTOOOOOOR! :D <3<3
that's much i've got to say.
ciaociao!
xxx

Wonderful open water dive(r)s heehee

2011-06-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

Happy times indeed! Diving with Stefan's help, enjoying the sun graciously between dives and return trip (actually the most enjoyable part, lol)

Look at how happy we were! Especially cheeky Pierre, lol, I miss him, Niccolo and Giulia so much!!

What's the title for again? two days err or less till my last paper

2011-06-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

I hope lousy memory and poor concentration ain't symptoms of SLE
Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez

我好討厭討厭討厭！倒數兩天！！星期五四時時鐘一嚮，我就終於自由啦！！:D
我真的好期待哦! 這還是一個秘密！可是我將會在星期五晚上揭曉的！請大家拭目以待咯！;)
頭好痛好痛！ :(

Ciaociao

p.s my life has become dull and boring due to some certain people who are absent in my life.
I love Regina Spektor. Her songs are amazing! I can listen to her songs for days and not getting bored of. <3 xxx

Come to realize that....

2011-05-30T14:08:00.002+08:00

More people have more fucked up minds nowadays.
Hooooooooooray! Welcome to the world of insanity.It's the ZZZZZZ generation. As the world is ending soon, enjoy the present!

Are the doctors insane or the patients?
I was just thinking human minds are entangled.
And I google-found a book 'Entangled mind'. This is such an exciting new found!! Hopefully I am able to find it in the bookstore
Ciaociaociaociao exploring psy final paper counting down in less than 6hrs. FML VERY MUCH

Apparently, I might be in danger?

2011-05-30T00:37:00.005+08:00

Pap's advanced & surprise b'day celebration. Gotcha! ;)
My second uncle used to sell famous delicious fried kway teow before his leg surgery.
So today, we were so excited and lucky to taste it again. And home cooked at my place :D
It's so cool cos we can order according to our personal likings. Of course for me, I requested for no bean sprouts, no errr unknown leaves, and no crockles. :D jeez, I should have requested for double eggs lol
And the greeeeentea ice cream cake made by one of the aunts is YUMMEH.
It tasted a little minty and surprisingly I didn't taste the greentea or I'll definitely not like it lol

God knows what happened, so we started talking about health and my youngest uncle wanted to see my health report which was tested 4 years ago, few months before O's. He's an engineer but have some medical knowledge. Turns ouuuut that I'm EXTREMELY UNHEALTHY. well I'm nt surprised cos I'm a meat-eater, full time lol. but errr.. according to him, my condition is bad. according to the medical report 4 freaking years ago, apparently I've got some antinuclear antibodies in my body. And according to him, antibodies supposed to be good for our body, but antinuclear antibodies are harmful. (god knws if he's right about that) And then, things became slightly serious, so do the people at my errr..kitchen to be exact, cos most of my other relatives were chatting happily in the living room. i know it's so weird we're discussing some serious issues in the kitchen -_- and the disastrous news is the medical report, it says that i'm in high risk of getting SLE and some other joints diseases I forgot their names.. There, I googled...

Systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE) is a chronic autoimmune disorder. SLE may affect the skin, joints, kidneys, and other organs.
Causes, incidence, and risk factors
SLE (lupus) is an autoimmune disease. This means there is a problem with the body's normal immune system response.
Normally, the immune system helps protect the body from harmful substances. But in patients with an autoimmune disease, the immune system cannot tell the difference between harmful substances and healthy ones. The result is an overactive immune response that attacks otherwise healthy cells and tissue. This leads to long-term (chronic) inflammation.
The underlying cause of autoimmune diseases is not fully known.
SLE may be mild or severe enough to cause death.
SLE affects nine times as many women as men. It may occur at any age, but appears most often in people between the ages of 10 and 50. African Americans and Asians are affected more often than people from other races.
SLE may also be caused by certain drugs. For information on this cause of SLE, see drug-induced lupus erythematosus.

If you have interest in reading more about this hellyeah disorder, you can check it out yourself.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001471/
But you know the medical report was test in 2007 and it's been 4 years now. wtf maybe my condition has worsened by now. I really hope not to get the darn SLE cos my biggest concern is I gotta stay away from my favorite sunlight!!! Man, no suntanning ever again? Let me !@#$%^&*(^@!@#

Okay I'm tired and I've got a paper later at 7pm, and I'm not even ready at all.
Au revoir, I'll try to concentrate for a bit then zzzzzz....

When I should be focusing on something else yet

2011-05-29T02:14:00.003+08:00

Lie to Me- Yoon Eun Hye Yoon Eun Hye! <3<3
x

只知道我又在想你了。
說話，又笑了
巴士，站或坐都沒差
走路，就這樣啦
點點滴滴。。
最後一天是最開心，也是最心痛的。

話說幾天前，我正讀着朋友遺留下的一本書－“偶然的旅人“。哦之類的。。有點忘了書名。。
那是一本非常有趣的書，其中有一段故事還真的把我嚇着了呢。。其實，故事的述說與我的經歷還蠻接近的。
除此之外，作者有另提一個小故事，是關於一個男人向交往了一段時間的女友坦白說，他發現自己對女人完全沒興／性趣，而意外的是同性戀。

要是換作你是那位女友，你會如何反應及如何解決這項難題呢？

醒是更深的梦，梦是无声的醒。错误比完美更有意思，错误比完美更浪漫不是吗？

2011-05-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

醒是更深的梦，梦是无声的醒。
错误比完美更有意思，错误比完美更浪漫不是吗？

-A Shoe Designer

FMFL !!

2011-05-23T15:51:00.001+08:00

FML HAHA I HAVE A PAPER IN 2 DAYS, ANOTHER ONE THE NEXT DAY, AND THE FOLLOWING WEEK. HAHAHA FML SERIOUSLY!!!

Meredith Grey; Grey’s Anatomy Season 7 Episode 22

2011-05-23T13:04:00.003+08:00

"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t because I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever."

"Yesterday is but today’s memory, tomorrow is today’s dream."
-Kahlil Gibran

Present to you the cutest little princess ever. LOL Rapunzel is my true favorite, not Ariel.

Ridiculous news

2011-05-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

WTF I was just watching the news.
They did some religious ceremony at the woodlands water tank murder case.
It's just darn stupid. 8 religions if I didn't hear it wrong.
I hope Christians are not one of them cos this is so wrong, it's dumb and it's not supposed to be this.
Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez
Come on, this freaking water tank is not haunted for goodness sake. WTF
They were like chanting, and praying for god knows what????!
Ok it's probably contaminated with virus of the dead body.. but comeee on! why do you peeps have to pray for the dirty water? So that, it will filter by itself? so that, it will be free from virus? pea brain. urghh

Yoyo is leaving tmr! :( I will miss her! xx
That's all........
ciaooooooooooo x

AND I MISS YOU SO :'(

2011-05-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

Breathe it, breathe out (x1000000......)

2011-05-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

I may have a very serious problem that is getting worse each day.
I need to get it clear before it is too late u know
Life is hard.

Omfggggg this is a real life nightmare putain!

2011-05-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

Till today I still can't accept the fact that I actuaaally toldddd you thaaaaaaat
Putaaain! It gives me chills when I think about it
Would it be better if it wasn't a text? Naaaaaaah as bad as it is
Omg I guess that is why I can never face you again.
I really hope that you made it inclusive.

MUSICALLY TALENTED DUDES ARE SO DARN ATTRACTIVE, DONTCHA THINK SO

2011-05-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO MARRY E.C!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S GOT THE HOTTEST SEX VOICE EVER!! AND HE'S SO TALENTED, I LOVE HIS GUITAR SKILLS ESPECIALLY!!!!!!!!!! AMMMAZING VOICE, THE WAY YOU PRESENT A COVER. THE BACKGROUND VOICE ETC...

THAT'S ALL. X
um wait, my sister's bestf from tw has been here for almost a week now. she bought two necklaces from ion ytd. hahaha the total price is SGD500 :D fyeah designers are often unrealistic huh. but anyway the two designer necklaces are good looking. duuuuh
ciao i'm gettin worse migraines nowadays fuuuh i never knew how bad headaches can be :(

Make you feel my love x Broken arrow

2011-05-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

Sxxxxx Hxx Hxxxx Hxxx

What do you do when you're stuck,
 Because the one that you love, 
Has pushed you away, 
And you can't deal with the pain,
 And now you're trying to fix me, 
Mend what he did, 
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
 But I still miss him, I miss him, i'm missing him,
 Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missing him  

And you're sitting in the front row, 
Wanna be first in line, 
Waiting by my window, 
Giving me all your time, 
You could be my hero, 
If only I could let go,
 But his love is still in me, 
Like a broken arrow. 
Like a broken arrow.  

He's the thorn in my flesh 
That I can't take out
 He's stealing my breath
 When you're around,
 And now you're trying to convince me, 
He wasn't worth it,
 But you can't complete me, 
It's the thought that he's missing,
 I miss him, I'm missing him,
 Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,  

And you're standing in the front row, 
Wanna be first in line, 
Waiting by my window,
 Giving me all your time, 
You could be my hero,
 If only I could let go,
 But his love is still in me, 
Live a broken arrow, 
Like a broken arrow.  

What do you do
 When your hearts in two places?
 You feel great but you're torn inside.
 You feel love but you just can't embrace it, 
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

  And you're standing in the front row, 
Wanna be first in line, 
Waiting by my window,
 Giving me all your time, 
You could be my hero, 
If only I could let go,
 But his love is still in me, 
Like a broken arrow. 
Like a broken arrow...

好想唱k唱这首歌喔。。sigh!

2011-05-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

有人說
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你
我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果如果沒有如果如果如果
最後變成路過我也不能接受
錯過錯過不想錯過錯過錯過
我比你更難過我不會一錯再錯
(嗯這次不要再隨便錯過)

我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

別怕太快樂
別怕失去我
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網

如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

快牽起我的手
如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

沒有如果

還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果我說愛我沒有如果

I can't handle myself

2011-05-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Life will become more complicated as you discover more truth about what life really is/ rather how life works etc..

A lot of people crave for the past because life was much more simpler then.

If I have another chance, would I choose this path or a brand new one? I don't even know.. Would it even make a difference?

I want mind-freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Seeya later. (salesman in australia literally say this every time u step out of their shops= u most probably won't see each other again)

Sometimes the words you say, are like pieces of mirror, to remind you of who you are again.

2011-05-17T16:04:00.002+08:00

Friends≠Family

2011-05-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

I think you're just plain fake.
Ultimate inconsiderate and rude.

Fck ya, I do not like your attitude.
Interesting facts: I tend to show my 'pissed' attitude on my face. well i used to do it only w my family and family friends, not just that anymore, i'm starting to show faces to my friends haha. And I fcking hate fickle-minded people ok.
Just like you say you would like to go somewhere and then say you want to do something else just before say, you're about to leave or something. putain! you just have to learn to think before you say something alright, salope

Think about why do I give faces to you all the fcking time because you deserve it. You complain all the time about every shit but come on, the real shitty shit is you isn't it.

Go on, complain to the world that you're the most unfortunate person in the universe. You're all good with words, just. Actions? bullshit.

I love you but love me back alright

2011-05-16T02:31:00.001+08:00

I love you
You love me
We're a happy family
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?

I love you
You love me
We're best friends (LOL I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THERE IS THIS PART. HILARIOUS SHIT)
Like friends should be
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?

xxx
Friends!
Be happy, be humble, be grateful. byebye!

I believe that religion plays a BIG part

2011-05-16T02:06:00.003+08:00

Do you want to know what's the cause that leads us to this terrible life?
Us being unfaithful to the biggest, the creator, our everything, God.
I don't know what's going to happen to her life if she continue to do this shit.
I pray that she's going to be alright, just like him.

And I discovered that, some people you thought they are really innocent and sweet.
But, in reality, they're really not. They might not even realize it. Their brains are really complex.
They are not as easy as you thought they would be.

and believe it or not. There are some people in my life that obviously I don't tell them everything.
But I really do cherish them a lot. They can be big pieces of puzzle in my life. Especially the one who I had most silent fights with, dear Jenn. I don't tell her most of the things, vice versa. But there is always a nice and warm feeling when I'm with her. It's nice to talk with her, just both of us, we can talk a lot but not really private stuff for me. She tells me a lot and I really appreciate it. I'm guessing she's really quite real and straightforward to me, although I'm just a bloody plastic character. As long as she doesn't do me wrong, I promise that I'll never hurt this sweetie. Our friendship had been for quite some time, and fairly close. Lets see.. I knew her since sec2-14 yrs old. wow i'm turning fucking 20 this year. It's been more than 6 years!! :D time flies

Oh, there it goes, flying. I went to the Jurong bird park with yoyo and Ivon like just now :D It was quite enjoyable and tiring oh. My calves are really sore wtf. We've been walking too much, and I really do not like shopping. It's sucha waste! Maybe shopping in every say, 3 months (like shopping when u travel to another country is highly acceptable, and that's my favorite!) other than that, fuck it, i hate shopping. especially wandering around don't know what to get when u have limited amount of money. and what i hate is to wait for your friends etc.. to shop.. thats like my bottomline. my eyes are so tired but i wanna wait for sissy to come up. I dont know I think she's not facing the reality and solving the problems. What makes you think its so rightful to spend ur dad's money when you are in your thirties come onnnnn. i swear i'llnever do that man. i'll rather like work in a bakery or whatever shit then taking their money in thirties. i really hope to graduate asap but i fucking hate to study. i can't do this, urghhhhhhhhhh. ok i need to pray. stop swearing so much!!! graceee ttyl x

<333333333 GOD BLESS.

EVERYTHING SUCKS SO BAD. RANTS RANTS...

2011-05-14T22:54:00.003+08:00

I feel like I can trust no one! Friends, families...
There is no fucking one for me to depend and give full trust on!
I just fucking sobbed because of the heavy hatred I have in the deepest, darkest side of me.
Fuck it why does everyone so fucking love gossiping?

You know once you say a word to badmouthing someone, congratulations, you just choose to ruin the relationship between you and the person you are badmouthing. FUCKING RUINEDDDDD!

This world is so pathetic. I can't wait it to be ruined. God, please let me die in my sleeps. I can't stop hating, and it's so fucking tiring. Gays. I don't get it. Why is it that some holy Christians actually agree that gays, they are in no wrong. Fuck it. God, please tell me this is untrue. This is bullshit. How can the world goes on like this? I don't know. I'm just so tired of the people and myself.
I'm hopeless. I can't quit doing shit. I can't concentrate on my fucking-late-due assignment. I can't concentrate on revising for finals in less than 2 fucking weeks. I can't do anyyyyyyy shit! :'( And, plus, I can't even stop eating so much. I need to diet. I need to be so fucking skinny/anorexic. I want to hate food. I want to puke out every shit. I want to live happily ever after.

I fucking hate my life right now. I'm not happy. I'm angry. I hate a lot. My head hurts a lot. I'm disgusted by myself and people everywhere. I hope I've got guts to kill myself. I'm not depressed, at least for NOW. I'm quite certain that I hate this world a lot, so much I want it to end as soon as possible, in the fastest and easiest way.

谭--黄--鸿--

2011-05-14T18:54:00.004+08:00

I fucking miss you. This is so fucking dumb!

JTM, S

2011-05-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

Bring it on.

2011-05-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

My aim is to have you and then dump you.
Hahahaha what a weak aim.

Ciaociaociao I suck in giving full concentration. Merde! x

Speak your shameless words.

2011-05-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

There's always someone who worships satan.
And also, someone who assaults the saint.

At the end, who is right and who is wrong?

That’s one secret I’ll never tell, you know you love me. XOXO

p.s do you agree on all celebrities are fame whores??? ciao!!

I will steal your soul.

2011-05-11T18:17:00.002+08:00

Await the uncertain future.
Await the massacre.
Await the justice.
Await the hour, it will come.

An extra gift for y'all. Sea out by Guillemots, surprisingly good and addictive.

No, Marbella's on the run in her eastern overcoat
Used to wear a lightbulb dressing gown
Turn it on, then tear it down
Before we went to sleep
So Marbella upped and left, a tuba in a treble clef
Couldn't walk, she wouldn't cry
Dreaming was their only time
Dreams are half asleep
When they go sing out, sea out, sea out, sing out, sing out now
Sea out now, sing out now
Sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out now
Sea out now, sing out now
So a washed up carnival has just reduced me to my bones
I never did the washing up
I loved the stains on every cup
They were the only hint I had
Now Marbella's gone astray somewhere in this blackening Milky Way
I used to colour in the holes
Now I leave them blank
Now it's only spaces I have cause to thank
Sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out now
Sing out now, sea out now
Sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out now
Sing out now, sing out
Well, Marbella is my guest, I treat her just like all the rest
Whisper fairytales of Neverland
Throw the pennies in her hand
Stroke her hair and tell her I've been cheating
Sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out, sing out now
Sing out now, sing out now
Sea out, sea out, sea out, sea out, sea out now
Sing out now, sing out now

hungry all the time ME

2011-05-10T18:00:00.002+08:00

I am hungry I am hungry I AM HUNGRY!
Why am I hungry all the timeeee?
I wanna be anorexic I wanna be anorexic I WANNA BE ANOREXIC

I probably need to get trapped in the jungle for 7 weeks (did u watch the news ytd/few days ago? there were this old couple got trapped in the jungle in the states for 7 weeks.. the wife managed to find her way out but the husband is still mia.. god bless him)
So...... I neeeeeeeed to starve for 7 weeks in order to be skinny I guess.. no not enough.. A YEAR probably shiaaaaat

The weather is so humid I need more ice creaaaaaam
ttyl
web hopping-statistics cramming
ciao!

MY LOVE FOR SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK

2011-05-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

I MEAAAAN WHO CAN RESIST SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK??
THEY ARE SO STUPIDDDDD BUT FUNNY!!!!
:D

PLUS THEY ARE NOT GAYS FYI
JEEZ PEOPLE NEED TO PUT THEIR BRAINS INTO THE WASHING MACHINE THESE DAYS
THEY ARE FREAKING CARTOOOOOOOOONS :D
PLUS THEY ARE LOVELY AND ENTERTAINING HEEHEE
X

I LOVE YOU BUT I'M GONNA STOP LOVING YOU IN A WHILE
GIVE ME SOME TIME COME ON
CIAO!!

Mi manchi

2011-05-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

Haaaaallo
haha it was Niccolo's bday on Saturday. Mi manchi amico!

The weather is sooooo hot?!!
I'm going insane due to the humidity.
And as expected, my 2103 report is UNDONE.
f-it! ciaooooo

i hate assignments i hate life

2011-05-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

Can I do this? Nope I doubt it!!!
It's freaking insane, I gotta complete a statistics lab report in less than 24 hours??
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
that is why I hate my life darn!

I wish you were him though. REALLY.

2011-05-06T14:16:00.001+08:00

Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beg I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead yeah.......

VIRUSES, YOU FAIL!

2011-05-04T16:38:00.002+08:00

BITCH I GIVE UP ON YOU CBOX
YOU FAIL TO REVIVE MY TRUST IN YOU
CIAO!

Edited: Apparently... I learn how to ban and mark spam the viruses from invading my cbox. So thats pretty cool! Come on I'll ban every single of you dirty whores. Oh so if you wanna write on my cbox just make sure you write names that I actually know you of. or say something like ' hey gracito I'm not a virus! pls dont delete me..' lol jk or maybe not, its sorta necessary u knw.

Btw, life suck so baaaaaad every since the black wednesday. OH that reminds me,, it was just hours ago! Like ffff I was losing my mind on that weds. I hope I will never see you again unless there's good news for me. US. crap! I HATEEEEEEEEEEE THIS SHIT that is ruining my life. I've been doing no shit really. My assignments are supposed to due 2 weeks ago and on last Tues. FFFFFFFFFFFFFF PLS DON'T LET ME FAIL :( NONONONO

SUCK IT SUCK IT SUCK IT SUCCCCCCCK IT JUST LET ME SHOUT SCREAM SWEAR SHIIIIIIIIIIT HAH DO NOT STOP ME
UM I WAS WATCHING CRIMINAL MINDS AND THE CRIME INVESTIGATION IN ASIA SHOW ON TUES NIGHT.
Um why did I turn on the caps for the previous line LOL. I'm so forgetful SUUUUUUCK IT
So the criminal minds, there was this scene where this psychotic guy starts stabbing say 5 people one by one?
There were lots of hallucination. I wish I know more of the terms so I can elaborate it more in details. But I suck in my major u know. The guy had a terrible childhood where his dad is another psycho lol, he kidnapped the kids and kill them and made his 6yr old son bury them. So eventually the poor guy grew up living in fear of the horrible past memories. whatever it is! I love watching shows like that. And The mentalist and Lie to me, my favoriteeees. I like CSI Miami too.

Let me get a grip on the US TV Series that I love...
The mentalist, Lie to me, Criminal minds, CSI Miami, Gossip girls, Big bang theory, Glee, Fringe(once,but it was quite nice)..
Yeap pretty much there if I didnt lose out any. I would love to watch Heroes because Ivon has been telling me over n over this series is really gooood. To be honest, I AM TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN VAMPIRE DIARIES. I think its really dumb. Come on, show me a vampire. that would be more interesting. It was crappppy, not cool.

So yeeah...

2011-05-04T16:29:00.002+08:00

Panic attacks are frightening..........
There are so many wants that I want these days...........
Wake upppppppp I need to freaking wake up

"I'd tell you I miss you, but it wouldn't change anything."
"It's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go, but more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave."
"Its hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want."
"Your face is my favorite face of all the faces."
"This constant ache of emotion eats me from the inside as my exterior shows no pain. My screams are heard as whispers, but it's okay. I won't be remembered anyway."

Lastly, I'll present to you.............

I will find someone like you.

2011-04-30T03:31:00.000+08:00

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best, for you too. Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said," Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead".

Maybe I still love you S

2011-04-28T20:55:00.001+08:00

I don't think I can ever face you again

It was the biggest mistake in my life I swear

I'll never do this shit again

Goodbye for real