Weird feeling boo farkoff

Egypt! I wanna go please, lol i wanna touch those FREAKING COOL PYRAMIDS
Hey you ancestors. Damn why you guys so brilliant! lol!
Ma prisch mate went there aww. I wanna go you Alex Hong!

You know, I guess i've been thinking too much
But ohmy, Tonight! I kept imagining someone got inside ma house, THIEF
Idk it just freaks me off. I kept hearing sound :(
I kept hearing steps and just urghh upset me you see
And now, im alone at home :(
Dad and mom just went out couple hours ago
Im locking maself in sista's room. Feeling suck

Iam thinking... whether i should go to Spore tmr.
Whether i should go CHFC tmr, Whether i should go visit qiyuan
He told me he either practice muay thai at the place or home
So i was just wondering buh shit
I just cant farking imagine that O level's 6 days away!
Man less than one week what the urghhhh shityouuuu
Mrs yap i guess im the only sucky student!
You know i never evven spend a shitty second study :(
Man anyone help me, seriously. I'll marry yo, urgh i hate this KIDDING

Im drinking this peach water.
So i was thinking what if its poison
I was imagining yeah again. I drank the poison
And just expire from mother earth
Oh ha so i just finish the full glass of POISON
Yeah im feeling really bloated. haha ohoh im dizzy lol -.-

I SWEAR IM NOT KIDDING
I KEPT HEARING SOUNDS LIKE KNOCKING ON THE EDGE OR STUFF.
Damn im totally not feeling alright yeh
Great im feeling uh notgood at all nowadays
i kept thinking of stupid stuffs, and totally imaginary
Impossible and ridiculous and just NONSENSE

Ok i give out, im thinking of memories again
Why man i wanna stop thinking memories farkyoooo!
I love this 5 years but vice versa. i hate it so much
I cant think of the 12 years i lived
I was happpy i remember. i only worried bout stupid tuition
Everything's just schoolwork, tuitionwork. i guess, nothing else
I miss alot of people out there. i mean secondary life
I can just sob for whole day FOR NOTHING
And i dont even know what am i farking doing
Im worried, im thinking, im dreaming, im depressing, im irritated
I started to love tons of people and hate tons of freaks
Oh stop readin ma posts if you are.
Im thinking of putting it private again
Life's SHIT SHITTTTTTTTT
AFter she gone, after they gone after everyone i loved gone
They just disappear from malife
I felt out again. I cant stop missing yo i cant stop hating yo
Maybe yeah hatred just change me. I guess still changing
Every year, month, day, hour, min, second, millisecond and more
I'M DAMN CHANGING. yeah im afraid of the change and hate it seriously.
i wanna drop the sucky subject :D


OHH THANKS TO AHYING, IM FEELING QUITE RIGHT NOW :D
Cause we might go CHFC tomorrow yay!
I wanna go there man
DYLAN REPLY ME FAST YEH
I think im gonna call him if he never reply in 1 hour time lol
I wanna go yay yay! But please be fun tomoro.
I dont wan any embarrassing stuff haha ok enough CIAO! ;)