loathe to be alone :(

hola!

sorry but i cant tell someone everything
cause had some bad experiences
and you know i got this weird phobia :(

nyway:( lol helping out for childrens' camp tmr lol
beware i aint someone patience ;)

talked to billy. nyway sista wanna know everything :S bah! :/

have a nice long tiring talk with ahmei today haha!
leongjiamei your new nick is ahmei :D

sista's leavin to kl tmr :(
flying to london on sat :(
then norway after 2 weeks :(
back on 21 oct :(
damn her :(
cause shes not comin back on 15 oct :(
nyway fyi its ma bloody bday :(
so i HAVE to demand for an awesome bday present :(
cause shes not here with me :(
walauu though its really short, only 7 months :(
i usually see her only after a year :(
but its still longggg to me :(
and im gonna be quite lonely for the time being :(
ahhhhh im alrdy missing her right now :(
shes next door packing her loads :(
ahhhhh :(
though i know i'll be fine after probably just few weeks time :(
but stilll i dont wish her to go :(
sick of these :(
siblings comin and leavin :(
ahhhhhh iwantthem back :(
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

enough of these grace
stop being a dickhead
as i was saying sad=dickhead
so assyou stop being a dickhead hello!

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im glad that you said thx =)
but im a greedy bitch :(
its not enough..
i dont know when will i feel thats enough
ahhhh!
i dont even know maself
laleliloluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
dude hey dude why dude why dude i keep doing these

i wish i can tell someone these
i wish they can give me an answer
i wish i can know maself better

its time to get maself one * :D

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jiamei we both're virgins for boyfriend LOL
thats funny. i gain some knowledge today yay!

nananananaannaanananaananan
damn i miss you
or im gonna miss you
or idontknow

?????????????mabrainfucksupnow

xoxo ciao sista. seeyou in 7 months.. :(

peeps get me alive.
i need someone to replace sista
i loathe to be alone :(