im someone who changes mood so often and quick.
and i cant help it
and i wish i can sigh
im seriously feeling FINE now
sigh.
i prefer old bestfriend then the new ones ok
though i dont have one now
sort of i dont know maybe i do have! :D
primary 6 is fun
and i miss it when cal sitting behind me
and gossiping tgt. it was fun
i cant rmb much, i bet she too :(
but hey lets dont rely too much of memories!
cause i have a bad experience
where i eventually lost one best loves
no need to be sad!
no need to loathe!
no need to blame!
cause i know, the best memories are with me
eventhough its no longer real life
but its in me. i will never forget those best feelings\
lets see
i miss ng xin yi or something else, i cant rmb sorry
i think she's either ma pri3 or 4 bestfriend
then junni that cute lil elder girl in pri 6 :D
we used to talk a lot. and i like it :D
so dont have to be sad if we didnt talk much nowadays
so what! WE USED TO? :D thats enough, its great trust me
maybe im not hanging around with those popular kids.
or maybe im. but no longer. or something like that
but i didnt regret.
sometimes i do get mad with mom
where dint she sent me to the states with alvin all?
but seriously, i dont feel sad bad anymore
even im envious of those kids
but ma pri sch, sec sch brought me the best memories
and i love those childhood friends
they are ma TRUE FOREVER FRIENDS
we will never separate even if we're not tgt
someone like, chiaee, konghao, eunice, janice, zheyen..
they stay me all the time
and I LOVE THEM SERIOUSLY
and ok in sec sch, i have to admit, susan got me the best memories
i have to repeat sigh again haha.
the time when i ate so many eggs * never before in ma life) was in her house
i rmb refrigerated eggs with mayo.
they tasted like heaven LOL!
and i never laughed so loud, so much :D
the teletubbies sound, 'ahaw!'
we shouted so LOUD from the 16th floor
and laughed so MUCH :D
and i brought her and her family to the lol hawker centre in perling
just to see the mr tan i spotted few weeks ago
:( i believe its him you know :(
and we always have that asthmatic laughter
and more.
i have to admit.
its quite sad to say/see
thats what i rmb= we're always tgt in sec 1 and 2
and slowly we developed into total strangers
but when we started to talk, we felt like strangers
at least thats the feeling i got
:) i used to got so fuck up, cause im sad of that
and i cant accept it. i cantbelieve it.
cause i simply dont want that to happen.
BUT IT DID
i rmb when she told me she probably would migrate to the states in sec 2
i was sad, but soon forgot bout it
cause she's still staying after so long
yet i dint know it came true after 2 years :)
life is pretty unpredictable isnt it
im talking seriously.
i've never cried so much for someone( atleast in the airport) so much
even for ma blood sis and bro
idk why. probably i thought i'll never see her again
but i feel blessed now.
at least we had more fun compared to sadness :D
sorry, but idk how she's feeling.
but im GLAD. :)
thanks ahsu! i love to call you susan lee hong min
simply cause it feels nice LOL! * ew sounds sick
and you're always a deaf when i called for you
especially when its volleyball time
and you only respond when its SLHM!
lol
ok enough of you, man too much
and i love to be with you,tab,nehneh, and haha jiamei la
it always feels great
it, somehow feels like a family..
i love papa mama bro sis
and i think anke's being really sweeeeeeeet
ok she's the current sweetessst friend of mine
kisses for you ma dear!
i miss hanging around with everyone
and i hope theres more to go yeah?
;) lucks for everyone
god bless and ciao!
xoxo it feels great to love people
but pretty sucky to loathe
im sorry for the previous bad post :(
you know, im scared. this is so mood swing eh
ahhhawww!
i need to memorise the jap vowels :/
shit i hate tests :D
ciaoooo
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