bestfriends aint true ihateyou

grace grace grace grace grace
if i even shouted GRACE!!!!!! on the streets
i believe countable number of people will turn back and stare at you

why does it have to be grace
i told an old mate, theres SO MANY grace(s) in her life
gajgjdlkglnnlgnlnlndlnglknalnldngnaklgna
:D:D
:D

have u ever find that u cant stop your tears from flowing down
and its like a bloody water fall
extremely, annoying
i have to use the word, extreme
to the extreme.

i like to stand on the mrt
staring at unknown people
they walked by, they stood still, they laughing, they had their eyes half closed
they chit-chatting, they sitting, they resting.
and some simply stare back
as if they're trying to say, STOP STARING YOU SON OF BITCH
lol

vulgarities are bad
awfully bad.

today, on the mrt again, matt's words flashed on ma mind



byhim:
As you do this though, you’d occasionally make an accidental eye contact with a certain stranger for a brief second, only for one of you to inevitably turn away in embarrassment for being caught ‘staring’..

It was precisely that reaction that got me thinking. Why must we be so cold? What if people actually acknowledged each other with a nod and a smile instead? Wouldn’t that be nice?

-the end-

and after that he mentioned bout how nice the australians are
my first mate ever told me so too
yeap
every shops you passed by
you can always hear something
a familiar voice trying to have a conversation with me
'how you doing?'
unlike here in msia in sg.
they usually said welcome and stuff like that
trying to promote the sales
or rather a MUST say phrase by the order of the boss
but in melb,
they sincerely talk to u, and just wanna make friends with u
how sweet
if we can smile&talk to everyone we meet
woah we're gonna have uncountable friends

but me, personally doesnt like it
i dont like friends which have no future
they're not gonna have memories
im gonna miss those that i once talked to them
shared with them
its hurtful to lose memories of them day by day
can u remember how mny strangers u talk in life

although this is crazy, senseless
but i still wish... u know what
im too lazy to type out
seriously i hope noones reading it
or they will find me emo
wtf anything can be

and it feels like u can read ma mind more often
and it suck
cause it feels like u have become my best friend
but BEST FRIEND AINT FOR LIFE
fuck whoever tells me so
it was to comfort i rmb
but shityou for saying such a dumb untrue fucking lie
i despise bestfriend, i loathe bestfriend
its the worst thing ever.
bloody statement, afterall its just a lie
just like fairytales
no, its worse than that
fairytales have happy endings, but best friends dont
the ending of bff are hatred, heartbreak, death

rub off the memories
delete them
start from zero
i want a brand new life.xoxo