annyong chiro!

chiro is gone.
i hate the fact that it reminds me of granddad
he passed away many years back when i was in pri sch
we had a trip to indonesia, where most of my mom's side stays.
the day when we're about to leave, when i was taking my shower, it was all noisy outside.
when i got out, granddad is gone :'(((((((((((
damn, passed away passed away passed away
everyone is gone. and baby chiro too

ivon said, it feels weird in the house.
baby chiro is not miao-ing
i miss hugging her, patting her head, cleaning her.
evrything of her.
ivon said maybe we should get a new cat.
but i said no. i dont wanna have a cat anymore
i dont want any cat to replace chiro
:( i want her
shiittttttttttttttttt its too sudden
shes alright last night
perfectly alright
shes running around.
why people have to be so energetic the day before they left.
same for granddad and chiro
I MISS BOTH OF THEM.
shit it hurts
it feels so empty
i cant see chiro anymore.
its only 12 days im with her
i thought its gonna be long
i thought.... :'(

people. can u understand how much i miss her?
i hugged her everynight
she likes to hide beside the refrigerator, under the track mill, on the pink mat.
보고 싶어 bo-go si-po i miss you chiro

billy said, she probably got food poisoning.
cause she had so much diarrhea before in the box.
and she drank the toilet chlorine water.
she lil poorthing
its so unfair. shes still a baby less than 2 months old
she was lucky, why not NOW?

youknow i have a headache now.
i cant stop puzzling why is she dead?
goodbye. RIP lille venn. (little friend)

xoxo i used to say 'ANNYONG CHIRO'! everytime i see her
baby i miss you
will i see you in heaven?
but i heard animals have no soul.
i dont know. but i wish i can.you're always be my baby.