unwell:'((((((

Had fever since sunday night.
Recovered this morning.
But I'm feeling terrible all over agaaaain now :(
Headache is awfullll it feels like someone is knocking my head using a damn brick :(
Damnnnnnnnnnnn
it kindof freaks me cause my fingers cant stop shaking
even when im holding the chopsticks even when im typinggg
even when my i am not moving i cant seem to control my fingers:(
its shaking so baddd its frightening
:( i have tons of hws lefffftt
& i donknow why i cant stop thinking about 이민호 & 이홍민 :(
i dream i think i imagine seeing them
the names are so similarrrr. first unknown, next known
홍민, 너무 보고 싶어:(( stilllllllll
since when, the month december has becoming a very frightening month to me
:'(unwell