my essay x

Playing 'Hey Stephen' & 'Whatever You Like' everytime when I have an instrument lol

Ah I love Werther's original cream toffees :D <3 nomming right now yummm ;))

& anyway i find pretty boys quite sick
u don know whats behind their mind. they are vain, they are sick and they are really fake
i used to have crushes on pretty boys with big mesmerizing eyes LOL! gross!
now for asians, tiny eyes are aigooo so cute right
but caucasians' eyes are still the best dontcha think so?
ahh i saw a European couple yesterday in the customs
they were sorta lost so they asked which bus is going towards jb
i told them, ALL OF THEM ARE GOING.
and as he talked to me, omg he has one of the prettiest eyes ever
his lashes are so long, i couldnt help staring at them lol
I think my French has improved abit
atleast i can differentiate French with other European languages yeh
good start! :) lol

ah its ZF bday today :)
its beeeeeeeeeen seriously ages since we last met :(
I'm really not into him anymore cause as I grow up, I realize that he's really short
hah. prob ckl's height lol
thats just so weeeeird cause his elder bro is like about 185cm++
yes he is reaaally tall, lengthy. lol!
i havent seen him to for the longest time and his cute friend, siwei.
i was going to type sw, but then it reminds of this unpopular kid back in my secondary school
lol they should know yeh ? XD

i feel sad cause im quite sure that we'll have lesser time to meet with eachother
especially when jenn is going back to school now :(
ahhhhhhhh, i know this is part of life
im usually quite envy of older ladies i know, they are still hanging out with their sec sch mates :)
how awesome isnt it. mm not going to college might be one of the many reasons
but i still secretly wish when we grow up, we can be like them :)
i just want my friends to know that, every moment i spent with them left some awesome memories back in my head :)
especially woodlanders. uknow i was passing by woodlands the other time.
emotions are so strong, it keeps gushing up my mind
Secondary school life is like a broad jump board to me, that changed my whole perception of life totally

I wonder how my life would be I did continue my studies in convent jb
would be alotmore simple i guess
or maybe i will just stay a nerd forever
maybe i will lead an even more boring life. i will be studying everyday and then going home n then have tuitions

i loathe people who judge u only by your physical appearance
they are suckers. or they only hang out with u if u are being nice to them. or tryna stay cheerful when you're with them
i like friends to like you being who you are. even when you are feeling really emotional they know how to deal with it
they wouldnt just leave you alone there by yourself
they will be with you no matter what
they are true friends. not people that will stick to u when they need some help
they are just strangers that are making use of ur capability.

primary school has always been a nightmare for me
i have lotsa classmates that are being judgemental idiots
i think they still are. i don care if they were immature kids.
u cant have any excuses of being a bastard even if you are a kid
all those superficial girls and boys, they don deserve a better life than me
well, they might seem a lot nicer than the past but
god knows if they are just wearing a nice looking mask
down there, they are still that old, same superficial bitches
yes, i got pissed.

i am tired. needah sleep so tas
right now.
au revoir!

xxx
some blog posts are just a piece of my mind.
doesn't mean every thing i posted are the truth/ real.
oh they might be superficial. lol ;) x