Here you go, my wish.

Have u seen Emma watson's new hairstyle?

Effing boyish short.

I should really do that asap, if you've been hanging out with me these days

U will really get really sick of me blabbering about how I am so fcking sick of my hair

MAJORLY DISGUSTED

I would be pleased if anyone could help me search for a good natural wig

I neeeeeeeeeeed to shave the damn stuff on my head right now.

fyi I'm dead serious about it but I'm so fucking pissed when people thinks that I'm joking, I wont do that for sure. stfu losers. eff it im really sick of the middle aged people i know in life.

I'm not afraid of shaving my hair but I'm quite scared to imagine myself bald looking into the mirror. hahaaa I won't have the courage to walk out from my home without wearing a wig then especially in freaking Asia. but I don see how brave I'll be in western countries too LOL is like i cant even face myself u get it? i'm gonna look like a fat pumpkin walking on the streets. like my face is round my head is round my body is. wtfffff so therefore i think i gotta lose #$@$^(&$@ pounds before i shave my hair. but i honestly cant even wait for a day. people said i should cut my hair, make it shorter cos its way too long now. but i don wanna go to the saloon cos my hair looks like shit now. im going bald nowadays not because its falling out but my fucking hands. well thanks to some certain friends' recommendations. they said i shouldnt pluck the rotten ones, i should cut them. so yea i started cutting them by myself. and now it turns into a habit. like u know almost all of my hair is rottten? imagine the results. ITS NOT THAT BAD. but its bad.

i have alot of uneven hairs now :( like its the most depressing thing so far. i think i've sorta developed a fear of dying my hair now. i need my hair to reborn honestly. i want my old, healthy, full hair baccccccck! i have blood test tmr au revoooooooooooir! bonne nuit