here come my rants!

i think the old lady here has gone insane; or i should say, has gone worse...
by right, when someone asks "whats the juice that u just made?"
NORMAL PEOPLE WOULD ANSWER IT, like oh it's a mango juice, tomato juice....
she refused to answer me.... like wtf why don u tell me what juice is that?
that makes me automatically assume that, she made something i hate or she's trying to hide it.
well maybe there's nothing wrong w the juice but heyyyy im here asking a question, can u answer it?
oh yea i'm as petty as like that. im not a poet i can't express how much i feel in words thou how much i wish to

bytheway, i really hate my haaaair alot. god please gimme frida's face and body so that i won't feel so bad after shaving my hair off.. DISGUST. u'll see me w the hair. ciao!
i wanna go out w kim and drink soju. that will be great, although i heard that soju itself is not so great. taste like plain vodka. urghhh neverthelss, needtoreleasemyultimatestressfromnowhere. i've always been like that fyi. i constantly hate my life, love my life, hate and love. its like a hate love relationship w my life and the universe. i love going to the beach. cos it makes me happy and relax. i love diving too, especially sunbathing on the boat's rooftop after every dives. feel the wind the sound of the boat crashing thru the seawater, and chit chatting and pictures and snacks and sunbathing is fun lol. and i wanna go diving w stefan again! and the next time i might wanna try eating kit kat underwater :) fahahaha, he's cute. ciaociao!

xxxx