I THINK......

its because everyone feels so leftout of your life right now
you cant really blame our thoughts on you and of course its not your fault, i would too change if i was put in an environment like that.. is just that we have been missing you since forever....
plus you've changed drastically too.
you know life is too funny and sometimes it feels like a damn joke too.
you'll never know whats gonna happen in a few years or lets just say even in a second..

when i was 12, i didn't expect i'll see you in my secondary school and whats gonna happen later...
of course i was excited to see someone i knew in a new environment
i was beyond gladdddd to know you seriously
when i was 13, i was happy because of the friends i knew.. they were interesting and perhaps new to me, i dont know most of them still are right now.. lol honestly i felt a lot like a nerd when i was 13. it was sucha happening year. when i was 13, i didn't expect that so much gonna happen in four years..... i don know which is the worst. i guess our friendship was kinda ruined?? or that you left me for good... sorta.. i really dont think i'll still stand a chance to see you again friend.

for now, it's still the biggest scar. i secretly wish that there'll be a bigger scar to cover you. à plus tard! x