There is no fucking one for me to depend and give full trust on!
I just fucking sobbed because of the heavy hatred I have in the deepest, darkest side of me.
Fuck it why does everyone so fucking love gossiping?
You know once you say a word to badmouthing someone, congratulations, you just choose to ruin the relationship between you and the person you are badmouthing. FUCKING RUINEDDDDD!
This world is so pathetic. I can't wait it to be ruined. God, please let me die in my sleeps. I can't stop hating, and it's so fucking tiring. Gays. I don't get it. Why is it that some holy Christians actually agree that gays, they are in no wrong. Fuck it. God, please tell me this is untrue. This is bullshit. How can the world goes on like this? I don't know. I'm just so tired of the people and myself.
I'm hopeless. I can't quit doing shit. I can't concentrate on my fucking-late-due assignment. I can't concentrate on revising for finals in less than 2 fucking weeks. I can't do anyyyyyyy shit! :'( And, plus, I can't even stop eating so much. I need to diet. I need to be so fucking skinny/anorexic. I want to hate food. I want to puke out every shit. I want to live happily ever after.
I fucking hate my life right now. I'm not happy. I'm angry. I hate a lot. My head hurts a lot. I'm disgusted by myself and people everywhere. I hope I've got guts to kill myself. I'm not depressed, at least for NOW. I'm quite certain that I hate this world a lot, so much I want it to end as soon as possible, in the fastest and easiest way.
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