I don't even have high hopes I just wanna be happy

What am I gonna do? :'(
Bad timing, everythhhhing is going down
Feeling so worthless
It's so fucking hard to survive
If I do have SLE thats it. I'm done with life
Why do we even need education Why do we need certificates
Why do we need exams
How am I going to explain
Why is life so hard on me
All I ever wanted is happiness
I'm tired of living I'm tired I'm tired of trying I'm tired of smiling I'm tired of faking
I don't have an aim I don't see my future Its nothing
Education is bringing me down.