Monday, July 18, 2011

I'm fine without you

Finally
I saw you
today

I thought
it's time to end some shit

So I walked to you
and said hi

It was awkward for us
at the start
but I guess
we got used to it

Nothing much has changed
except
you looked unwell today

I didn't wanna ask much or
interfere with your life

I guess that is why we met today

Today
we are back to basics

I know it would soon fade away
It would have to
And I believe

One day
there would be
no pain
no nothing
just memories
just like all the others in the past
They had gone with the wind

I hope
the day comes quickly
cos I know its different this time
cos it hurts bad
It's different

I fear that I might not be able to recover fully

I still hope that
I won't see you again

It's like
everytime I see you
my scar
breaks again

I wanna
lie on the floor and
feel
nothing at all

We were pretending
faking it
at least I was
Were you?

Au revoir, mon amour.
x

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