Dear S

Hi there, I miss you today. In fact, I miss you a lot. I miss you so much I don't know what to do. I miss you. I wanna talk to you. I can't even look into your eyes. I feel so embarrassed. I had to turn away or pretend not to see you every time you saw me.

Can I know what should I do to have you?
I don't think I need anybody else except you.
I think I love you.
I miss you too much.
My heart really hurts when I think of you.
I am always waiting for you.
I always don't get to see you.
I wanna see you.
I wanna talk to you.
I wanna love you.

Which is worse? Separated from your lover or one-way crush?
What should I do?
What can I do?
How I wish I can forget you.
How I wish I can stop loving and missing you.
My heart hurts every time I see you and every time I don't see you.
But you know what, I'll choose to see you every day even though it hurts too.
I feel happy just to see you. Not being able to see you is worse.
Oh God, what should I do? I am deeply in love with this man.
But he is in love with another person.
I have never felt like this before.