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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Could have been better if some people went
Well I was imagining u there throughout the night
haha hilarious shit

So, coping with this fairly new thing is difficult right now.
Like its extra hard cos the feeling is strong this time round.
But I was reflecting on my way back earlier on. What makes it so true this time?
Seriously what? Urgh. Isn't it like the previous idiotic crushes? Jeeez
I don't get myself. Its reaaaaally hard not knowing yourself. Shit.

After so long..... I finally found someone.
Perhaps you are the one, whom I can talk so freely with.
And, you are a freakinggg dudee. Omg it was so fun talking to you this evening.
I really love having good guyfriends like you! Merci....

Urmmm. so just tryin to update my life.
Tu me manques! so much it hurts to realize that you've got no slightest idea.
or maybe you do. thats even worse. that means you're literally avoiding it.

IWANTTOBEYOU. YES
WAITAMINUTE. NO
HOWCANIBEBETTER? IWANTTOBEAWESOME! IWANTTO, INEEDTO.

Au revoir!!!! xxxxxxxxxxx